Recently, I had confided in a friend my woes to going on a much needed, first ever, including the toddler, out of state vacation. ( side note wish me luck because I leave in two days and still have not packed ) While expressing my wishes for a great family get away and motivation to […]Read More It has been a while,Now let’s smell the ocean.
Brief introduction: I have three wonderful children, an eight-year-old, a five-year-old, and a one year old. Not much more needs to be said about them (besides the fact they are all fucking awesome and I would never change having them in my life for the world). Kids are amazing, confusion, huge responsibilities that come with […]Read More BPD and me, while being a mommy.
After an extremely low and crisis like state of mind, two years of not knowing exactly what was going on, I got help. I went to my therapist and asked to be put on medication to regulate my rage and to help with my always looming suicidal thoughts. I was out of options. I either […]Read More BPD and me, pt.3 Where I am at now
Imagine waking up, covered in bruises and your own blood. “Where the hell am I? How did I end up in my basement?” Looking down I see fresh cuts and bloody cloths, my phone is broken, and I cannot recall anything past the third whiskey sour and at least second shot of whatever alcohol was […]Read More BPD and Me pt. 2, Before diagnosis.
Borderline personality disorder, or BPD is one of five categorized personality disorders. You’ll find other personality disorders in this category like, narcissism or schizophrenia. I’m sure people imagine me running around with two people in my head controlling me, they may worry about their own safety around me, or the safety of myself. Needless to […]Read More BPD and Me, pt.1 How I got here
This is not a pretty story, but I need it to be told. Caution, I’ve been told I am offensive, consider this disclaimer. I am currently on a journey to some kind of sanity.Read More This is MY story